Acknowledgement of the Present State of things....

Alright, let’s just start this thing. I don’t know how to start. Do I talk about the days sequentially, writing as if it is the evening of the day’s events, or do I go ahead and acknowledge that it is towards the end of the 2nd day since my last post (so I would recap the 3rd and 4th)?

Do I write the explanation of the 2 days and then go back and have a separate post for each day, so I end up writing three posts basically? I figured I would at least start with being honest. It is currently 6:25 pm on December 4, 2021. By the time I post this, it may be several hours later. Or maybe I’ll type fast, who knows.

I’m reluctant to give the brief recap- it’s….it doesn’t do the days justice. The ups and downs, and I have been all over the place with my own emotions – had some time to process them, get over things….

Let’s start from the beginning. If I end up splitting the posts, this might be the end of the….let’s say acknowledgement? I won’t pretend to write as if I haven’t experienced both days. I don’t think that’s a good idea. But, I’ll try not to spoil the emotional journey entirely. Now that we’ve established the state of things-